Did you deactivate your IG? I'm myrtle, btw. I hope you are having a nice and warm day.

I’m here.
Sending you a hug x

"I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love."
―Kuba Wojewodzki, Polish journalist and comedian
"Më duket ende dimër, ndonëse është prill."
―Ismail Kadare, Monologu i të vetmuarit
"She had a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach, like when you’re swimming and you want to put your feet down on something solid, but the water’s deeper than you think and there’s nothing there."
―Julia Gregson, East of the Sun
Dear Anya, I think you hear this often but as far I can read through the lines of your diary which reminds me of a heartbreaking novel, I know one thing for sure - you are a fascinating person. Beautiful, gentle, with the most poetic love for words. Also, you seem to be going through similar situation as me (the pain of long distance love) and I wish you all the luck in the world to handle it and be marvellously happy. Love from the Czech Republic, B.

Dear B., have you noticed how someone’s words can stitch up wounds? Words can be even better than meds. Thank you for your healing message.

They say that an absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it inflames the great. I wish you to keep the fire burning and I hope your love will endure any circumstance and reach across any distance.

So happy to be close to you.

"How satisfying it is to leave a mark on a blank surface. To make a map of my movement - no matter how temporary."
―Craig Thompson, Blankets

places I miss:

- a little cafe in hamburg
- streets of udine
- a beautiful garden in kyrgyzstan
- your bed

"If someday the moon calls you by your name don’t be surprised,
Because every night I tell her about you."

―Shahrazad al-Khalij
"What a terrible mistake to let go of something wonderful for something real."
―Miranda July, No One Belongs Here More Than You
I wish I could talk to you. Get to know you and talk to you. However, I am shy. I would like your opinion on my relationship, and with your perspective of love, I feel like you'd offer rich advise. Anyway, I hope you have a good day! (:

Write me because I will answer you for sure, privately. Write me because I will read your message almost as though it is my message to myself. Write me because maybe my words will be helpful for you. Write me because maybe your words will be helpful for me.

I hope you have a wonderful day xx