"I sat on my bed for a long time. I sat and sat. Something was wrong inside me, I felt it inside my stomach and I didn’t know what to do. So I layed down on the floor. I stuck out my pointer finger and pointed it at my head. And I pushed down my thumb. And killed myself."
―When I Was Five I Killed Myself by Howard Buten

A human being weighing 70 kilograms contains among other things:
-45 litres of water
-Enough chalk to whiten a chicken pen
-Enough phosphorus for 2,200 matches
-Enough fat to make approximately 70 bars of soap
-Enough iron to make a two inch nail
-Enough carbon for 9,000 pencil points
-A spoonful of magnesium
I weigh more than 70 kilograms.

And I remember a TV series called Cosmos. Carl Sagan would walk around on a set that was meant to look like space, speaking in large numbers. On one of the shows he sat in front of a tank full of all the substances human beings are made of. He stirred the tank with a stick wondering if he would be able to create life.
He didn’t succeed.


―Naïve. Super by Erlend Loe

"Precipitation. Rain, hail. A lot of wind. But above that, beyond the clouds, the sky is clear. It’s blue. The air is clean and the sun is shining.
That’s what I will be in the future."

―The End by Anders Nilsen
How do you cope with being lonely when you are on ocean away from anything familiar?

You fall in love with the light which appears at 6pm and dyes the city blue. You fall in love with banana split that you take every Tuesday at your favorite cafe. Or brownie (if you like chocolate more). You fall in love with the smell of old wooden chairs at the cinema. Or at the empty library, whatever. You fall in love with your neighbor’s cat because she is adorable. Although you have never talked to people you meet every morning you fall in love with them, too. Maybe you even fall in love with someone who told you that you are incredibly beautiful while you blush. But it doesn’t really matter who or what you fall in love with. And probably you never blush.

Every single day you fall in love with yourself first. How can you feel so alone when you have such a wonderful you and this song?

anya anya i miss you and am now studying russian and am happy to have you around even though i'm not here for you. many blessings, xxxx

I miss you too and I’m endlessly proud of you.

(who are you, I can only guess now. обнимаю тебя x)

"The saddest word
in the whole wide world
is the word almost.

He was almost in love.
She was almost good for him.
He almost stopped her.
She almost waited.
He almost lived.
They almost made it."

―Tiny Stories

The voyager by Alberto Schommer
"There are a few things in life so beautiful they hurt: swimming in the ocean while it rains, reading alone in empty libraries, the sea of stars that appear when you’re miles away from the neon lights of the city, bars after 2am, walking in the wilderness, all the phases of the moon, the things we do not know about the universe, and you."
―Beau Taplin